arggggghhhhh!!

eh3.. tetibe mengamuk ni pesal??..

hahaha..

act, hidup aku agak kucar kacir laa lately..

entah mengapa aku sendiri ta pasti...

wat i noe aku tersangat tidak senang dengan beberapa hamba ALLAH nie..

asal dowang2 perlu ade haa??

(farina, ko ingat ko sowang je ke nak idup kat bumi ciptaan ALLAH ni ke?)

takde la kan.. at least hidup jangan la nyusahkan orang laen..

hadui laa..

aku ta faham betol...

i gess la kan aku memang nak patah2kan laa sim upax uh...

grrrrrrrrrrrrr...(sabau2)

pehal dowh??? ape masalah ??

aku kaco idup korang2 ke??

ta kowt rasenye...

at least bagi la aku mulakan idup aku skunk dengan tenang dan aman lagi damai
(haaa, amek ko)...

aku baru nak pulih kan semangat dari heart broken yang giler2 babeng give effect to my life...

da la.. stop it...

aku da penat la...

kak own pon da pesan, dont flirt2.. ahaaa...

zzZzzZzzZZzzzZz

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tu satu hal...

lagi satu lagi masalah 'besar'...

asal aku suke yang muncit2 eh??

hahahhahahahahha..

dowh, asal taste aku lately sudah tak sihat eh???

yang muncit2 jugak laa yang aku nampak.. hahah..

(eh3, ta la muncit sangat just sedang2 la..)

hahah..dah tu, asal sumenye start with letter 'S'???

seyes yang ni aku memang ta paham..

kalo orang tanya aku pon aku ta boleh nak bagi jawapan sebb ape 2 characteristic ni yang aku berkenan...

aku rase an, soalan calculus n statistic senang lagi laaa....( err, teror sangat ke)

huwahuwahuwahuwa..

wat so eva~

eh3... aku choping semalam... habis rm105 jugak ah..padahal aku choping kat bilik orang je kowt bukannya quensbay o wat..heh..

melampau betol farina~

mummy! daddy!

nanti takde duit kak ina mintak eh??

lalalala~

jumaat ni kuar agi tapi tanak beli ape2 la., nak belanja duha ja la..

(hadiah stpm untuk dia)

eh2, nak gak beli, tapi beli number baru..

aku nak patah2kan simkad upax ni~

SEKIAN~

tido tido dan tido..

bangun semula then tido semula..

arggggghhhhhh...

wat happen ni farina mustapa.

huwa3.. ni ja keje aku hari ni...

eh3.. bukan hari ni je, since last sunday..

memang jumlah jam tido aku semakin meningkat..

hahah..

"1 miss called from mama"

got it when i just woke up this morning...

owh, called ma dulu tadi pagi, alamak!! kantoi baru bangun tido pukul 11..ngeh3..

ta mengape...

ape yang nak diceritakan..

tok ngah merbok baru meninggal dunia semalam..

berita yang disampaikan..

'al-fatihah' buat arwah,,

my family selalu akan jumpa dia kalo ada event apa2..

contohnya bila nak amek exam o wat..sebagai ikhtiar yang terakhir la..

emm.. dah sampai ajal, sakit tua...

okeyh....

bangun dari tido, wat bfast..(milo nan butterscotch je)..

then buka buku organic chem kijap..

sebab this evning got quiz..

pastu... mengantok lagi.

wahahaha..

then sambung tido lagi..

hahaha..

pukul 2 bangun then mandi2 pegi kelas MAA 101 (calculus)..

tunggu sejam..

pukul 5 ada KOT 121 pulak (organic chem)..

perghhhh lega.. kena present soalan 1st..

senang laa ckit..

heh..

owh.. act this is the last day for tutorial KOT 121..

im gonna miss puan kiru..

err??

silap2..

akan rindu leteran dia..

(mana taknya, tiap minggu kene marah tym present)..

(diri dah ter'imune' dengan leteran dia, pasni kompem rindu)...

wahahahha..

owh hujan lebat jugak...

terasa macam sangat2 lega..

penang da lama kot kemarau nih..

walaupun act semalam balik dari komtar kena berjalan dalam hujan balik saujana...

 pakai baju kemeja putih...

balik tym hujan..

so..

paham2 suda..

ngeng ahhh...

cover2 nan segala macam beg..

nasib choping barang banyak..

ada hikmah tu...(konon ah farina)..

lalallalallalala~

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owh!

giler~

baru ku tahu, budak usm yang aku minat uh tak la baik mana pon...

pandai memainkan hati n perasaan orang jugak..

heh..

nasib laaaa aku SUKA ja n bukannya CINTA..hahahah..

okeyh3..

stop it..

ala farina kalo ada jodoh ta kemana la..

jangan wisau la nak tunggu prince charming anda...lalalala..

kalo jodoh kenal sehari pon terasa macam nak kawen buleh kawen jugak..

kalo ta da jodoh bercinta sejak keluar dari perut mak belum tentu mengakhiri hubungan tu sampai ke jinjang pelamin la...(tipuuuu ah bcinta sjak lahir)..heh..

so percayalahhhhhhhhh....

(nyanyi ckit ala2 siti)...

wakakaka..

entah betol o tak siti yang nyanyi...=.=

KALAU SUDAH DITAKDIRKAN DIALAH JODOH AKU, BERCINTA PULUH2 KALI N PUTUS PULUH2 KALI PON INSYALLAH AKAN BERSAMA DENGAN DIA JUGAK...=.="

p/s: HAPPY BUFDAY AYU! moga panjang umo n dimurahkan rezeki..sukses slalu n jgn moody2 n dont b fat.. ahaaa..! ;)

again~

Another moment has come and gone

So many lessons were there to learn

And some of them I may have missed,

And here another moment comes anew.

Though I may cry for some guiding hand

To lead me out of the hindering pit,

Indeed I know I must stretch my hand

Out of the pit if I must get some help

Exhausted and crushed I may be now

Defeated and beaten down to earth

But only I can pick me up

To start again to make new strides

And in this fleeting days of illusion

I must stand for myself to live

And though I may have failed before

I will try some more, again and again,

To learn to overcome the lower self

And passions of the mind in life

Of anger, lust and vanity,

Of attachment and even greed,

With those true virtues of the mind

Of patience, and right sense to choose

Of humility, and detachment too,

Of contentment, the state of being

Though the path be strewn with thorns

And may be slippery at best at times

My Inner Guidance I still will trust

As I cry me a new beginning,

The Light of God will shine my way

The Sound of God will lead my path

Through the valley and shadow ways

I shall emerge again a better I...........

hari: ahad

masa: 2.20-2.50 ptg

event: jumpe nani

tempat: DUD (dewan desasiswa utama USM)

 

im glad to met her...=))

buhsan jer

zik.. aku tgh buhsan..

aku tag diri sendiri n mnjawab soalan2 nih..

hahahahahhaha

1.How late did you stay up last night and why?

12 am...

2.What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?

ery.. suppliers shawl ntk aku..haha

3.Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a E?

E?? ta kowt..

4.Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

ta hengat..(:

5.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

inani yunus.. jumpe die kat DUD

6.Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?

yup, sure~

7.Do you miss anyone?

ofkos ade laaaa~

8.What does your 8th text message say?

"ina ngah watpe ni?" from:nani

9.Have you held hands with anyone today?

yup...nani..sbb bru jmpe dy td..

10.Do you regret anything?

a'ah.. regret involve dgn couple..haha

11.What are you excited about?

shawls~

12.Plans for tonight

tido awal~

13.Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?

dun want~

14.What are you doing tomorrow?

attend lcture MAA101 n lcture KOT121..

15.Do you like to cuddle?

suka~lalala

16.What are your plans for the weekend?

kuar jalan..jumpe eny n duha~

17.Whats your hair look like today?

bese je~

18.What are you doing right now?

typing~

19.What was the last thing you ate?

nasi kosong+kerabu mempelam+aym goreng~

20.Ever go camping?

banyak..

21.Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?

yup...

22.Do you like birds?

suka tapi lebih suka kucing..

23.Biggest annoyance in your life right now?

bile msg orang yg aku suka tapi dy ta rep..haha

24.Who do you tell everything to?

kak own, eny n duha~ dulu iffah tapi skunk dy da jauh..

25.Have you spoken to your mother today?

not yet..

26.What color is your hair?

black~

27.Would you kiss the last person you kissed, again?

kalo masih ada kesempatan..(:

28.Are you happy?

hepy wit frens n family..

29.Where were you an hour ago?

DUD (dewan desasiswa utama), jumpe nani..

30.Do you have any tattoo/piercings?

gile~ aku islam..

31.Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?

x..dia mungkin..

32.Do you drink bottled water?

a'ah..

33.Can you make yourself sneeze?

ta boleh..laen la dok sbelah org ta mndi..wawawawa

34.Do you fall for people easily?

sumtyms~

35.What are you listening to right now?

vanilla twilight (owl city)

36.How has the week been?

damn busy~

37.Are you too forgiving?

yes i do..

38.Do you think you'll be a good mother/father?

insyaALLAH...

39.What is the last thing you spent money on?

topup~

40.Congratulations! You just had a baby boy whats his name?

bncg nan hubby dulu laa..lalala

41.Last thing you bought at the mall?

sport shoes~

42.Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?

black sleeveless (apple mint)

43.Do you take the escalator, elevator or steps?

yer laa.. aku tgkat saploh kot..=.=

44.Last time you were at the playground?

entah~

45.Do you order more when you don't have to pay?

ta.. ta suke hutang~

46.Sports you've played?

handball..

47.What did your last text say, and whos it from?

"weyh mgkok..aku tamao~hahah" from eny..

48.What are you obsessed with?

choc n shawl~

49.Would you rather skydive or bungee jump?

ta~

50.What's one place you would like to visit?

tembok besar china~

51.How are you feeling today?

bored~

52.Last restaurant you went to?

restaurant mutiara..

53.Do you like someone right now?

ta suke sape2..

54.Do you have a dirty mind

kadang kowt..wawawawa

55.What would you do if you saw a person fall down a flight of stairs?

eh2.. ok ta ni? haha

56.Anything weird happen to you recently?

ta kowt~

57.Person you want to tag

sape rajin amek jawab~

sumpah panjang~~

unwritten maybe is the best way

lately terase aku da xda apa nak diceritakan...

act banyak tapi macam tak tau nak mula dari mana...

apapun terasa suda seperti tidak mahu berblogging..

i have something to share because i noe that life should better be well shared....

however,today i felt that the best is unwritten..................................

i dunno!!

arhh hati!

tenanglah seketika....=(

what do you want haaaaa??

aku da penat dengan hati dan perasaan macam ni..=(

not a good day

yaaa!!!

today was not a good day for me...

'she' attack me...
masalahnye aku panggil pakwe ko 'syg' o 'abg' o 'dear' o 'sweetheart' ke ni????
tak kowttt..
setahu aku, aku panggil dia 'ngokngek' ja kowt..
akuh memang slumber badak ja kowt dgn dia..
dia pon tau..
haiya!!!
pehal ko nak jelesh??
owh okeyh!
aku paham ko memang suka pakwe ko duduk bawah tempurung bersame2 dengan ko kan??
okeyh2..
aku paham..
aku pon ta hingin nak berkawan dgn dia kot..

i dont care..

jage pakwe anda elok2..

aku tak berminat..

SEKIAN..

n dont worry..

aku da delete num budak 'ngokngek' tu...
n ta hafal pon..heh..

hampeh sgoh!

hampeh bile ade manusia2 begini dalam hidup kita especially hidup akuh!!

yap!

aku tersangat out of control sekarang..

lebih baek stop sekarang before terkeluar perkataan2 yang tak sepatutnya..
susah jugak kan???
lebih baek dok bawah tempurung ja..
takde sapa mau kacau..
heh.. ta mengape..
dia sowang ja buat 'taek'..(opps)
maaf bahasa sudah di luar kawalan..
=.=

dan aku tak pedulik~

aku enjoy dengan hidup aku sekarang without anda dan dia...

(without 'she' n the 'ngokngek' one)

oleh itu...

do keep smiling..

masih ada insan2 yang mampu buat anda tersenyum wahai nurul farina binti mustapa..

=))

dont bother that simple things~

keep moving on..

n focusing on ur studies...

exam is around the corner..

ahaaa...=))

and and and.....

tunggu prince charming anda datang..

lalalalala

(:

penat menunggu selama satu jam..

kelas batal..huhuhuhuhu.

n balik bilik bila mau makan pizza yang aku beli di dk tadi dah penyek..

sebab ape??

sebab cik farina sungguh bijak kerana menyimpannya dalam beg..

ahaaaa, mkn pizza penyek tonite..heh..

really not a nice day i ges..

namun.......

teruskan melangkah farina mustapa..=))

a year with bsmmusm

aku curang??

o lebih tepat berpaling tadah??

huhuhuh..

jgn salah sangka laaa...

alkisahnya begini........................................

1st2 daftar untuk ko-k, memg niat di hati nak masuk bsmmusm..

tapi bile tym nak g daftar uh, dr rahimi cakap da pnuh untuk budak2 pndidikn..

paling sedey sebab owang yang b4 aku sempat n bile tym aku da ta smpat??

mane ta sedey. huuu..

pastu takpe la, my fren n i pegi la daftar untuk masuk sj john..

sbb pe??

mungkin ala2 pbsm jugak kowt tugas dy kan..

dgn semangat berkobar2 p tulis nama kat akak st john uh..

hari interaksi aku pegi la..

kene bayar brape yuran la, agak banyak rasanya tapi da ta ingat berapa...

memg fun la hari interaksi tu..

okeyh!

the following week da stat prog..

tau dop dari pukul brape smpai kul brape??

dari 7 pg smpai 7 ptg...

ta giler ke ituh??

hahahah

ta mengape..

aku moves on jugak la...

tapi part aku da givup sebab aku ta suke kawad!!!!!!!

pengakuan jujur nih..

hahaha..

part paling melucukan...

ada hari tu aku kene kawad kat dataran merah kat depan dewan budaya uh..

nak dijadikan cerita my parents coming on that day..

giler maloooo!!

aku p nanges bile dok salam ngan ma n abah..

hahahah

sebab ape??

ta tahan penat sangat dah tym tuh..

n smpai hari ni kalo lalu depan dataran tuh, my parents called it..

"dataran air mata"

sumpah aku maloo..

hahaha..

ta mengape la...

the next week tu pulak aku dengan beraninya pegi jumpe dr rahimi n dr najeemah ntk tukar ko-k ni...

ingat senang ke??

ta kowtt..

aku almost nak gado ngan owang yang keje kat pejabat ko-k tu..

hahahaha..

pastu at last dapat gak tukar..

walaupon kene denda RM50..

aku ta kisah laaa..

janji aku memg suka gilar kowt dapat msk bsmmusm...

huhuhuh

genk2 aku ta dapat tukar sbb memg pbsm da full...

so hari 1st pi memg agak kekok laa...

sebb ta kenal sape2..

dah la wat otai sebab pakai kasut wana pink..

hahahaha..

ni sume sbb ta smpat nak bli..

n dijadikan cerita, aku kene tego sebab apa pakai kasut wana uh..

patutnya pakai hitam..

hello???

saya baru 1st day laa..

bagi la masa nak beli..

hehehehehehe.

ni sume sebab aku nampak laa dzaffrul tu dok tunjuk2 aku kat exco disiplin..

heh..

ta mengape~

aku terlepas..

huhuhu

muke yang mengantuk sebab kene bgn awal pagi setiap sabtu..

hehehehehe..

tapi, tak pernah menyesal bertukar unit uniform ni..

memg enjoy laa...

hehe..

bulan 12 las year, we all got perkhemahan tahunan..

i loike this..

heee..

kerana setianya pada pbsm..
pegi padang kota pon pkai baju camping..
ahaaa..! =))

dan aku terlibat nan lakonan malam penutupan kokurikulum usm~

duty pejabat........=))

disaster relief...(:

yessss!!!!!!!!

berjaye upload jugak..

ngeh3...

saya enjoy bsme bsmmusm..ecececece...=))

luv ya!

muaxx!

^_^

duty awam

sabtu yang tersangat padat dengan aktiviti kokurikulum...

bangun awal pagi..

got exam pbsm..

ala 5 markah ja pon, ta stdy pon ta mngape kowt..heh!

semangat2 nak pegi jawab exam ada saja yang meruntuhkan mood aku~

asal bas ni ade ni???

huh..

nasib dak2 suksis..

budget ruger dowang yang datang..heh..

dah dah..

lantak~

bukan nak cerita pasal bas ni, nak cerita pasal duty awam pbsm (flag day)..

memg penat giler2..

pegi dari tgahari smpai pukul 11 malam..

tapi ok laa, dapat menambah ilmu kira-kira??

errrrrr??

pehal ilmu ni lak??

hahahah..

act, ktowang, sumer ahli bsmmusm yang terlibat dtugaskan kire duit kutipan derma 'flag day' nie..

memang tersangat banyak kowt~

here are some pic yang dapat dikongsi..=))

errr??

spa sibuk dibelakang uh??

heh

tekun2..lalalala..

dlam kesibukan mengira duit, masih sempat berposing mereka2 ini~

ada jugak yang mendermakan ini...

ni yang da setel.. yang ta setel ada banyak ni lagi..

seyes, kalo sorok 'bigshow' dalam ni pon belum tntu akan jmpa tym nak cari...

ni nak mnunjukkan betapa banyaknya tin yang perlu kitowang kire...=.=

masih tersenyum tapi sebnanye pnat da...

=.=

why these people exist??

When there was one time when they asked me whether I was okay or not what could I say anymore? I replied back, YES, I'm okay. But, that were all lies. I had to lie, I masked myself by all of these. To be honest and take everything for what has happened to me never made things returned to the way it was. Things happened and that's it. You can't spin the time back to the past, you can't pretend that things went well, you can't shut up and forget everything, and oh, maybe you can for the last fact but it really needs time, right? For how long? A week? A month? or a year? I wonder. I may hide my mixed-up feelings, I may remain silent, but can I stand all of these all alone? It ended for so long ago. But, it kept haunted me. I question and I wonder why. I wish to diminish the mixed feeling away but I don't have the strength. I'm not that kind of person that can simply let go off thing for a week or a month. It really takes ages! T.T.

"It is over. Leave it."

"Get rid of it. Write a new diary."

"It's the time for the start of something new."

"Something happens for a reason."

"Be cool."

Hmm, be cool. Love that anyway. Be cool and pretend as if u are the happiest person in the world. To talk is simple, but to reach it is just too hard and undecided. Some people say to me, people may come and go in your life. Be ready with it. Experience lies behind it. I nodded but then now I should think twice before nodding so long before. I don't agree. Then, one fact is clear if the above statement is true. Hey, come, come, then you may leave. No mark will be left here! Huh. Easy. But, it's not! It does hurt. And.... Really hurts. By the way, we are humans, we are not dogs that keep running here and there without even a slight care to others around. I use dogs. Sorry for that. Can't think of other animal.

Get back to the topic. Let's be clear. Maybe, I can't forget the things that have already happened. But, there is the rule of karma right? People did bad, and they will get something bad , somewhere and someday. I'm not praying for their destruction or what, this karma thing is to let them regret of what they did. Never leave mark on the people simply like that and go hiding somewhere without any trace, or don't talk sweets sometimes like you are the greatest prince or princess. Cause, somehow, your words might hurt others someday when you wish to disappear and keep things hanging.

And for this moment, only one thing I can think of. HIM. He's the one, up there. HE always listen to your prayers. Pray something good, something that will relieve you somehow even a little but at least you have the improvement right? Be strong and keep standing on your feet. Remember one simple thing. Someday, somehow, there will be people who come to your life unexpectedly or without intention and will make you happy and wash out all the bursts for the rest of your life.

WE NEVER REALLY KNOW, RIGHT? :)

This message is for my little sister, Ina who's having her hard time now.=D

Dear, keep smiling and be cool. Live your life to the fullest. Things might happened but not as what we expected but these will strengthen you. Keep praying to HIM. Just remember whatever happened was just like the deep ocean where you have to cross to reach the other side of sea. :D. Cool huh? Remember what I keep telling you before. Someday, the bright will come together with the greatest prince ever, right?:) And by the way, there is no harm in dreaming. Lalalalalala~. P/s, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :)

And to all, thanks for reading. Suddenly I feel like writing. Good night. Sweet dream will never be! :p

okeyh!

ta bawak balik lappy..!

banyak kene stdy ag.. ade lappy ta jd kije~

asyik menghadap uh je..
tapi skunk?? bkn tgh mghadap lappy ke??
ngeh3..
aku ta bwk balik lappy tapi pnjam rumet punye ntk on9..
so????
wats the point tinggal an lappy di rumah??
adoyai~
hahah..
tape!
at least tym aku on9 dapat dikurangkan compare tym ada lappy sniri n pnjm kwn punyer~
iyer2 je kan..hahah.
wat so eva~
yang pasti i had a crush dgn a guy nih~
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt gile2~
chumeyh summore~
chubby jugak tapi chubby yang cute okeyh??
ngeh3~
hahahah.
tapi an......cannot move on.... dy ta kenal aku n aku pon ta kenal die..lalala~
admire dari jauh je laa mampu..
hahah..
okeyh!
stop2...
jangan angau2..
exm da dekat..
huuu..

miss eny:

anda boleyh la menempah 'hotel' ntk sye mulai sekarang yer..
n pkir2lah nak bwk sye melawat ape kat tmpat anda ituh...
n summore do arrange ur schedule~
mke sure sye ta jalan sowang2 nnti~
hahah..
'sumpah ngade giler~'
lalala~


b4 ending this post~
bia laaa aku pasan sowang2 jap okeyh~
my blog an??
suka ati laa mau letak pix aku bile pon~
wahahahahahah~

okeyh!
stop!
geli2..
hahahahahahahahaha.....
lastly..
do enjoy ur day~

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WAKE UP WITH REGRETS??

isnt it???

sikap

salam..

today nak berceloteh sikit pasal SIKAP a.k.a PERANGAI..
hahahaha..poyos tajuk..

lately aku slalu lewat pgi kelas..
act bukan salah aku pon laaaa (ta nak gak ngaku)
aku da knci jam kul 6.45 ntk solat subuh..
tapi an tiap ari gak laa aku telajak smpai kul 7.10
(ta pelik ke cena leh jd bgini) haha
sbb mind set laa ni..
mind set aku cakap alaaa sempat je kowt mndi2, siap2...
heh..
PERANGAI2~~

tapi kan kalo aku kuar awal pon ta kan smpai ke kelas awal jugak..
sebab...........



pakcik2 bas pulak ber'PERANGAI'..
tgk nih??
ada ke patut, syok2 ja dok wat grup sembang2 tym mse bekerja..
(ala2 bukak bekas sirih gaya sembangnya)
ntah apa topik yg dibincangkan aku pon ta pasti..
haih..
PERANGAI2~~

so aku ke salah sebab lewat ke kelas???
tak kan???
muahahhaha~
tanak ngaku gak tu...

moral of the story: kite jage SIKAP masing2..
so pkare lewat ke kelas insyaALLAH ta an appen lagii..;)

*renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal*
=))

oh darling i wish you were here

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here.......................

fesbuk tagging

"ku pejam mata tapi tak terlena..

begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan..
pernahkah engkau fikirkan,oh syg.."

bile ta dpt tdo, lyn jiwang~

'di tepi kerinduanku..
memandang hampa pada dunia..
ku hanya orang biasa tak lepas daripada rasa kecewa..
hanya padaMu tempat ku mengadu..
pahit yang kini menyiksaku..
aku percaya tiada yang sia-sia..
semua kan ada hikmahnya..
angan yang membalut mimpi kini kembali..
melukis nyanyian hati..
ku hanya orang yang kalah..
satukan hatiku yang terbelah..
hanya padaMu tempat ku berserah.."

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

dengan muke mngantok, gosok2 mate..
"Ya ALLAH!"
da 7.45 pagi???
giler~~
ta jge..
ayu dtg pgey nak g kelas dah..
memg ta sempat laaaa~
kelas kul 8..
aku ta pegi tuto math statistic..
then bile da lajak, alang2 skip jugat kelas kimia yg pukul 9..
pegi kelas tuto calculus je pukul 10..
hahahhahah..
geli nak upload pic aku skunk yg dah mcm ' kekasih gelapku' tapi upload jgk...
hahahahaha..


tu laa.. semalam sape soh layan psaan sgt..haha..
poyos~~

pastu2.. balik on9 n upload 1 pic kat fb...
tag2 rmai orang..
ada 1 column memg menarek tapi seyesly aku ta berani nak tag dy.. haha..
tag name je laaaaaa....=))



sekian...
=))

shawl~

melampau ke ni???
ta an???
muahahhahahhahahah..
niway, aku suke..
tapi ta puas ati lagi laa, shawl yg aku memg minat sgt2 da khabisan stock...
sume uh beli kat
http://colourcycle.blogspot.com/
exept the green one..
yg uh beli kat tesco semalam..
weee~~~
n to all shawlaholic..
do visit these blogs...
its nice..=))

1. http://luvshawls.blogspot.com/
2. http://colourcycle.blogspot.com/
3. http://shawlaholic.blogspot.com/

haha...pomot lak an..
ngeee~~
"kecantikan adalah hak milik setiap insan"
mengapakah tiba2 shj ni???
perlu ke???
hahahahhahahaha...
chill suda~
to b continued...
muahx!
=))

addicted

im getting bz but still got tym to play around here..
got a lot of work to b done but still doesnt want to move on n lazy to do so..
muahahahah..
but somehow still can visited others blog..
n now im addicted to shawl..
follow all blog bout shawl..
hahahhahah..
n yesterday i bought 4 shawl..
melampau x???
o okeyh je???
lalalaalla~
tape.. wat koleksi laa...
n at this moment i heard a song from my stomach..
haha
hungry2!!
then...
stop 'ere, got asignment to b done n eating2~~~
t.i.t.i.k
=))

burn~

kalo anda perasaan ape ada pada pix ini???

check it out~~~

yup!
nampak macam tgn kene celup nan warna len an..
haish!
owg pasan dowh!
dowg tego..
muke agy laa twok burn..
aku nak upload pon ase geli..
muahahahhahaha..
chill suda~
tape..
nanti okeyh kowt..huhu..
tadi g tesco.. dapat shawl satu wana ijau..=))
mlm kang nak g present she..
berdebar~
mau siap2 suda..
=))

saye kecewa

ko nak control sume enn??
ko amek la..
aku ta kisah laa..
lantak ko!
snior pon kalo da ta reti, kalo cakap ta serupe bikin pehal???
ta gune dowh!!
aku meluat gile bangang ah nan ko..
sedarla wehh..ko uh da final year..
ta yah la nak over sangat..
fokus la stdy ngeng~
aku da ta selera nak maen kalo ko ade even aku memg syg giler nak tinggal an handball neyh..
seyes cakap ko amek la...
ko g la masum uh..
aku surrender..
da tanak involve~~~
im just hepy maen henbol d matrik..
kat sni??
TAK seronok~
tapi surely ada hikmah ikut serta 4 a while..
frens bertambah..=))
ta beshnye muke da mcm udang bakar..
gelap dowh..
tatau bile nk okeyh balik..
haish, gelap saje ta mngape tapi pedih ta tahan..
memg panas giler tym men smlm..
n aku??
tersangat penat wp ta maen sgt~~~
bile badan letih, tido n rest2 kan badan adalah yang terbaek..
sleep tight~
T__T

tuhan sengaja menduga kita............

dan sesungguhnya buat yang kesekian kalinya
entah mengapa terasa goyah seluruh urat nadi
apabila setelah sekian lama bkk kembali "my folder,kenanganku"..
apa tujuan??
ta dapat nak dipastikan..
ta cukup dgn tu, dail lak num yang dah tersimpan kemas dalam kotak fikiran aku..
untuk apa????
tetap tak ku temui jawapannya..

aku masih seperti dulu

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dan sebenarnya aku mencuba sedaya yang mampu menyibukkan diri aku~
latest: jd actress (wp sbnrnya bkn heroin pon)
huhuhuhuh..
aku berlakon untuk persembahan mlm ko k..
wakil persembahan pbsm..
agak lucu disitu sbb aku an pemalu~
malu kerrr??? ngeeeee...
sbtu ni nak pergi kampus kejuruteraan kat nibong tebal..
ada match handball..
harap2 dpt jumpe jejaka2 kacak..
lalalala~
(menyempat aje kn,hahah)

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facebook???
tutup seketika..
bukan deactivated, tapi diamkan diri dulu..
perlu fokus pada benda2 penting dulu..
exam is around the corner tapi wat mcm lame ag..
stdy suda seperti ketinggalan..
dah terasa macam sukan major aku..
bukan math..
haha..
tape2..
masih sebelum terlambat..
aku perlu kejar balik apa yang tertinggal..=))
ini sahaja buat kali ni..
pix kat kelantan masih tersimpan rapi..
masih belum dapat dipamerkan..
line ta mengizinkan..
hehehehehehe..
chow dulu,mau tito~
^_^